okay so lets see... i'm kinda on a writers block right now but i'm hoping it doesn't last long. I'm not single anymore. yay! My bf is the most amazing guy ever and he's so sweet. I just got back from Boston and the music trip. It was so much fun. Well anyways thats all for now.

okay so i went through the rest of my poems and added what was left of the old stuff. new stuff wil come soon. i promise i'm not quite a whiny emo kid any more, instead whats to come is romance. so i went from sad to sappy... lol. my readers will live... so my life update is as follows:
~work is nothing new
~I'm single (i don't think thats changed since my last entry)
~i don't see much of my family lately cuz mom is too busy and i never see my dad anyway
~boys have decided i would make a good toy. i mean really guys, i'm flattered but i'm tired of feeling like an object and being used for your entertainment.
~the show goes up on wednesday during school
~choir adjudication is wednesday night
y'know when ur friends are mentally stable (and so are you), u don't have a love life at all and you don't see ur family, life gets a lot less dramatic.

okay so i know i never update this thing anymore. I've got a couple stories and poems that i haven't put up yet and they will be added soon. So anyways...life update. Bored out of my mind, single, working hard, want summer to be here... I think thats it. So yeah... talk to u soon.

okay so it's been forever since i've updated. now its summer. I thought all would be a blast and i'd be having a ton of fun. But its not. I've only talked to one or two friends. I spend my days working or sleeping. I only see David once or twice a week because unlike me, he has a life and friends to hang out with. I dont know, i kinda just wanna hear his voice. But i only ever talk to him through IM or text. I dont wanna ask him to call me, cuz i dont wanna be a pest and i dont wanna sound clingy. And i mean this summer i dont get to go on vacation or anything cuz my mom and sister already went. This is just not my summer.

So idk why i chose that title its just whats on my mind. So anyways, life is going good finally and is kinda stressful but better. School is winding down, but really annoying. David is the most amazing-est guy in the world. He's fun and sweet, after my hell with josh he's exactly what i need.
Yes lacy we will figure out a day for us to go on a double date provided david doesn't mind maybe you and i can plan something lol