okay so it's been forever since i've updated. now its summer. I thought all would be a blast and i'd be having a ton of fun. But its not. I've only talked to one or two friends. I spend my days working or sleeping. I only see David once or twice a week because unlike me, he has a life and friends to hang out with. I dont know, i kinda just wanna hear his voice. But i only ever talk to him through IM or text. I dont wanna ask him to call me, cuz i dont wanna be a pest and i dont wanna sound clingy. And i mean this summer i dont get to go on vacation or anything cuz my mom and sister already went. This is just not my summer.